libricustodis | Fanmix: A Series of Firsts

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lonely, lonely - feist (at the start of beautiful chaos when both are isolated away from others.) Paper paper obsolete How will you reach out to me I thought you'd ask me not to leave Lonely lonely that is me [x2] Distance makes the heart grow weak So that the mouth can barely speak Except to those who hide their needs And I have read the golden seal That tell of how the seedlings feel Reminds my heart what love can yield By my only things are clear Baby boy I'm staying here Lonely lonely that was you Lonely and so untrue	bullet - clare maguire (john in the arclight and liv in the tunnels) I was told that loneliness was like Spaces between the stars Well it’s empty between these Starry eyes I was told a dead man was heavier than a broken heart Am I dead now? My heart sure feels heavy And I try not to feel it Yeah I try not to feel it So hard to believe it
i got no roots - amy macdonald (john won't go back to abraham and silas and liv won't return to the uk.) Somewhere out there's a dream that's not forgotten But this world is never stopping for me But I will try and I will keep on trying I set my goals there's no denying Never stop fighting For what I believe Many people will come and go Many faces long lost you know Many fights many makeups Many kisses, too many breakups I got no roots they're not set in stone I got no place that I call home I'm just a low low lonely soul	we found each other in the dark - city & colour (john and liv getting to know each other.) So bright, the flames burned in our hearts, That we found each other in the dark. Like beasts out in the wilderness We are fighting to survive and convalesce. But we're gonna live, we're gonna live, we're gonna live We're gonna live, we're gonna live, we're gonna live We're gonna live, we're gonna live, we're gonna live Like the rest.
in your light - goyte (their first time celebrating thanksgiving.) And it can settle the sadness And the voices in my head When I'm in the glow of the warmth you throw I can put all that to bed (In your light, just when I'm in your light) [x6] And I won't get by if you take that light away (In your light, just when I'm in your light) And when you're smiling on me That is all I need To put behind me all my worry And life's complexities It may be only a moment But the world just falls away And I forget myself And everything else That depressed me yesterday	curious - holly brook (liv writing all about john in her red notebook.) I've put my theories to the test You know I've tried to do my best But maybe we weren't meant to strike gold Sometimes things that you ignore Are all the things I'm looking for Will I learn to let go Give into love and listen to my soul I'm so Damn curious to know And there are too Many unanswered questions That we hold onto
last night on earth - delta goodrem (john figuring out he has to sacrifice himself and liv realizing it months earlier.) It's the last night on earth before the great divide My hands are shaking time was never on our side And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times It's never enough No matter how many times I tried to tell to tell you this is love If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I I'm gonna love you until the day I die If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth Like it's the last night on earth	trying to pull myself away - glen hansard ("i've been trying to find a way around this for months." "i've been trying to find a way around you.") Breaking up in the station, a final train I don't even know if I'll ever see you again Is it a choice that we even have? Bang bang down on the piano 'til I smash the keys Living alone with the melodies Everything's gone and I don't know where And the rule of thumb don't apply anymore 'Cause the house is burning... Trying to pull myself away I'm caught in a pattern and I can't escape Trying to pull myself away
c'est le mort - the civil wars ("what the hell?" "not hell! not even heaven!") Go get lost where no one can be found Drink so long and deep until you drown Say your goodbyes but darlin' if you please, Don't go without me. C'est la vie, C'est la mort. (Such is life, such is death.) You and me, Forevermore. Let's walk down the road that has no end Steal away where only angels tread Heaven or hell or somewhere in between Cross your heart to take me when you leave Don't go Please don't go Don't go without me	person i should have been - james morrison ("i wanna be the guy who does the right thing.") Who am I now? A lonely man that’s fallen down No I can’t change The past that time has all burned out But I know somewhere inside of me Is the person I could have been Make the best of this life I’ve got left Got no time for no regrets Gonna show you just what I can be The person I should have been
hold me in your arms - pixie lott (good stuff to come?) Watching the world float on by I can say I'm alright Watching the sun light the moon As the day turns to night And he says don't you know I love you? Don't you know you're beautiful? He says everyday is special You have made me believe Hold me in your arms 'cause I'm falling Hold me in your arms while we're sleeping Hold me in your arms	hope for me yet - marc broussard (hoping for a happy ending.) Baby if you could love somone like me There's no end to the possibility Hopes and dreams push away the pain and regret But loving you just lets me know There might be hope for me yet Hope for me yet Sometimes when I look back I don't even know myself It blows my mind to think that I've found grace in someone else Baby your grace is something else